Warisan

Anak kecil main api
terbakar hatinya yg sepi
air mata darah bercampur keringat
bumi dipijak milik org

nenek moyang kaya raya
tergadai seluruh harta benda
akibat sengketa diantara kita
kita lenyap di arus zaman

indahnya bumi kita
warisan berkurun lamanya
hasil mengalir ke tangan yg lain
kita kan merintih sendiri

jangan buat waktu lagi
majulah raih semua mimpi
hapuskan sengketa
teruskan usaha

kita kan gagah di nusantara
melayu kan gagah di pentas dunia

I don't know why, suddenly I remembered this lyric and try to find it in the youtube
I got to know this song when I was studying in MRSM muar
But now when I look at the lyric now I realized something that I think I should realized long time ago
But then, it just not about our race 'melayu' but our religion should be taken into consideration as well and it is MUST
Actually, when the feeling start to go down and I feel so weak
I start to seek somethings or someone to boost up the spirit

But then, I feel like my life hasn't been test enough by Allah, it just a little pieces of suffering,
and then I start to think am I suffered enough
definitely NOT
NOT YET
but then someone told me
after this
our life would not be easy
there are still a lot to be "harung"
so don't ever think you had enough

it just a beginning of your 'perjuangan'
please don't give up

Ya Allah, I ask for your forgiveness, your strength, and mercy...